i realized recently i hv been doin the same thing when i wake up. regardless whether wad time it is. i wil open my eyes. look at the ceiling. look at the big clock in front of me. den minus three hrs from the time it is showing. den dragged myself out. open the laptop. switch it on. sign in to msn at the faster speed. and see who's online. but toda its slightly different. i woke up by the shouting outside my room. i tot i heard my mother talkin (read: as good as screaming) i closed my eyes and tot i mus be dreamin. i open again. i stil hear her voice. look ard and told myself. no ler. im nt in amk wad. first tot: OHSHIT DUN TELL ME ITS 4oclock alrdy! (coz tts the time when she usually comes to holland) i stared at the clock. no ler. 1230pm only. so i dragged myself out. open the door, turn left. and saw my granny crying. scared the hell of me man. after my grandpa passed away. i hvnt seen her cry anymore. who can make her cry so loudly? oh... yuan lai is my grandaunt. which is my granny own sister. nono. no one passed away. okie. my grandaunt went on a holiday to aussie so she parked her car at our holland condo. and the stupidiest thing she can ever do is to leave her hsekey wit my granny. while she is away. my granny went to her hse and do spring cleanin on her behalf. she cleared almost all her stuff. hahaha alil bit of my granny history. granny teo love to throw away ppl's thing. regardless of who it is. okie lar. nt throw. coz if she take ur stuff away. rest assure, they are all goin to family who need them more. last time when i was stil a child. she wil come to my hse occasionally. everytime she leave, my toys (barbie dolls, musical instruments, kitchen sets, etc) wil confirm become lesser than before she came. but but she wil replace it wit more newer and better toys so i nv mind abt the fact she threw my stuff. as i grew older, i got no more toys for her to throw. so she changed to throw my clothes. den she replaced wit clothes which she THINK its NICE. my yannie cousin most powerful wan. they got so use to it until they are numb from it. i cant yet. the last time she throw away my paper bag collection. i cried. i really cry and cry and cry. she always think she is doin a good deed by throwin thing ppl's rubbish (in her eyesight) okie so ya. back to grandaunt. btw, she jus left our holland hse coz she came over to "talk" to granny teo. poor her. scary grannyteo. altot she said she won throw ppl's things again. but my 6th sense tells me, its nt gonna end here. **no picture. coz u cant expect me to snap photos of my granny cryin, right?