im freakin amazed by me and myself... after so long. I FINALLY SLP BEFORE 12AM! u shld give me a clap. coz i really cannot remember when was the last time i slp so early. lets nt count those days when im nt well... even my granny is happy with my achievement. and woke up at 8am. PP, ur call nt every effcient. u first time give ppl mrnin call ar? u were like mumbling &^@$*#&*&*&@%*#&%, QI LAI LIAO. hahahah. but stil thanks. jus wanna feedback let u know, nxt time u give me one more mrnin call after 10mins from the first. coz im very good at tellin myself "jus 5more min, the most i dun dry my hair ltr" den TUMP i go back to slp... daryl drove over to holland to pick me up. i hv the best cgl, ever! (= we were talkin abt hatred and he said this tt really make me thing very very hard. "ps phil said this before, hatred and bitterness is like ur ownself taking the poison and hoping the other person will die" i dunno if u guys understand but its so true i felt. when u hate someone, the effect is on urself. u feel angry, u looked unhappy and at the same time u hope the person u hate wil jus die. the person u hate is not gonna feel ur anger perhaps he/she doesnt even feel a thing daryl, thank you very much. anyway praise and worship is awesome. i jus felt like my burden of so many mths lifted up even before the service start. "destiny calling out to me closer God to thee destiny, my eternity God in heaven, you are all i need" then and then, i make up my mind to drop the earthly desire (NOTE: tt doesnt include shopping) i have. issac, thank you for the period of life u gave me. i dun hate u anymore. everything was ytd. we are living in toda. i hope ur tmr will be better than ytd. really. i feel so much happier after all this while and i only have God to thankyou for. and yes yes. toda is FATHER'S DAY! so i gave God my father's day gift. i gave him back my life, the same life that ran off several mths ago. and since its a gift to him, i will not take back and try to run it the way i wan again. came back home after lunch. slept and my parent came over to pick me up for dinner. have tis seashell thingy and i mus admit im damn good with this lil thing. i help my bro dig them out when he complain its hard. boy, u damn sissy ler. 5cm hotdog lips. hahaha. tmr gonna work, and guess why im workin so hard. coz tmr is BUY HANDPHONE DAY! daddy dear clinched a big project. hahahahahaha. "DEAR LORD, PLS CONTD TO BLESS MY FATHER FOR I NEEDA BUY A NEW LAPTOP" and a big shoutout to siewshya "HI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" (=